I hope.
Keep wondering if his decision would, or not, make a difference?
But I do realise, that I have morphed in the last month. and so has he. I don't recognise him anymore from the pictures. he no longer carries the familiar smiling face that I love. He's just a stranger, to me.
A sense of loss would arise anyhow.
I'm happy, and i party my life away. That's good enough. I have friends who love me for who I am. Though I thought I could have a balance, and love you as long as I can.
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