Love. can't just disappear into thin air.
Everyday. my mind fills with rehearsals, speculations and self-talking.
It hurts.
The longer you take to decide, the more I waver, the more I wish that we can go back to the past.
it hurts. it really hurts.
so please. just make a decision and keep to it. and if you don't want me anymore, then just seal all ties with me. it hurts so much. i want to stab myself to death.
I want to rip out all my memories of our past. I want to dig out my heart and just replace it with a pacemaker.
I'm so tired.. I try so hard to fill up every single moment of my life. but i just can't stop thinking about you. of us. of what may come. Please. can we stop this?
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